A Bad Environment

Dead Inside

So all of a sudden i realize
Things aren't working right
The things once unimportant
are starting to bother me

Like now im wearing glasses
And i got allergies
I'm takin more pills getting less thrills
And watchin more tv
Chord change
I ain't sexy i aint pretty
I don't have no teeth
I've given up on society
Just cant find the energy

The angst of my youth
Has forsaken me
I have become Conformity

Dead inside
Just don't have it
I'm dead inside
Dead inside
Call a cab cause i need a ride

But now and then i'm thinkin
Reflections of my youth
There was lots of pain and dangerous
Curiousity

Fortuitous and gratuitous
Things not meant to be
Self aggrandized accomplishment
Centered all around me

But now i've lost my inhibition
I don't people please
Ill state my opinion
And shout above the trees

I'm not dead inside
Flesh is rotting but
Im not dead inside
I'm doin better than just surviving my life

End

Cupids Arrow

Me and the boys Just another gig
 one Saturday night
 A crowded room The air was thick
smoke blocked the light
 There i was behind my rig
Sweat dripped in my eyes
 When she walked in and like heroin
 i can't get her off my mind

 She took my breath away
 I cant leave or stay
 Ill never be the same
Took my breath away
I'll never be the same
and I don't even know her name

 Like cupids arrow made me blind
 Like heroin i can't get her off my mind

I'm On Fire

Headed out to party baby
Late last week
Gotta head full of you
And my knees are weak

There's something in the air
I can feel it tonite

I was down for the count
When i realized
Im Fired up on all cillanders
Ready to fight

There's something in the air
I can feel it tonite

Reved up cranked up i'm haulin ass
Shifting into overdrive hitin the gas
You'll need a water cannon to put out the flame
Fuck you skippy im ready to scream


I'm on fire

90 miles an hour when
i'm passin the cop
The lights are on me now but
I couldn't stop

There's something goin on
But I'm All right

You might think im crazy
Hell no i'm not
Just like runnin like a bull
Through a china shop

There's something goin on
And it's on tonight

I'm on fire
End

Goin To Hell


i've seen you on the dance floor
I like the way you move
you look so hot n ready
I wanna check out your groove

Whats that on your finger
Is it a wedding ring
Does he do it for you
Cause you do for me

i think we're  goin to hell

before we got to the motel
It was a fait acompli
She was lookin for action
And ready to please


She said its for one nite
Don't want to know your name
But if you do me rite
Ill let you do me again

i think we're going to hell

She said your amazing
Oh yea i like it like that
I think i'm in trouble
Shes on the attack

How do u want me
How bout like that
C'mon baby
I'm cummin again

i think we're goin to hell

End

Wicked Twisted

I remember a time we were partners
Doin what friends do best
Runnin around and hangin out
Talkin bout chicks and the past

Now you a little bit desperate
Me flush with some cash
Shoulda known thats a bad combination
Didn't know you were a sociopath

You're wicked twisted
You're up to no good
You're wicked twisted
But i can't do what i should

Thinkin bout the times that you told me
you'd be worth everything that i had
So i put in all of my energy like
Like throwing good money for bad

I got played for a fool
I got played for a sap
You stole my faith in humanity
When you stabbed me right up in the back

You're wicked twisted
You're no good
You're wicked twisted
But i can't do what should

You prowl like a cat
Shouldn't a dun me like that

end

How Do I Know

Your like drug in the mainline
A rush to my head
Gotta body like a fine wine
Very slippery when wet
The eyes of an angel
I like the the smell of your scent
She's  like a fish out of water
When she takes me to bed

How do i know
I  like what i see
How do i know
If your the one for me
 

She's got the look of seduction
In any manner of dress
Walks with a purpose
And gonna do what she says
Her lips are on fire
When She tilts her head
she squats down on her heels
And unzips my pants

chorus
end

Barbarians at the Gate

Haters traitors deceptive navigators
There way or no way
convert or pay
There's only one book they read and
they read it all the time
it tells them they say
the infidel must die
Women are property
Dangerous. . misogynist
Blood thirsty psychopaths you
Nihilistic sycophants


Barbarians at the gate
a death cult filled with hate
Lets help facilitate
A meeting with there god

Subjugated nation teaches indignation
Lying is permitted to
Protect their false religion
The one book they read
They read it all the time
There is no indemnity
apostates must die
Our way of life
Must give in to their strife
I don't care what you say
Assimilate or go away
You'll never have me as a slave
I'm bar b quing pig today
C'mon by and have taste
Pay attention u s a


Barbarians at the gate
a death cult filled with hate
Lets help facilitate
A mtg with there god

Remember long ago
You sold your birthright
And your soul
Go back where you belong
This world has moved along


Barbarians at the gate
a death cult filled with hate
Lets help facilitate
A mtg with there god

end

Snake

You know what i meant
I meant what i said
Whats twisted up in that
fucking head Of yours

You like any excuse
To pick a fight
I can count on you to
Not get it right
of course

This thing we do
We do to each other
Reminds me of the way
You treat your mother
And mine

It's not the way
It was meant to be
i for you and you for me
Allright

 
Oh yeah girl
your such a snake
Excuse me for livin
its my mistake

You say im just pickin
On you
Your friends they say
Its not me its you
Allright

Silver tounged
And prone to fits
You not to good
In relationships
You bite

Chorus

Have it your way
All men are prey
other women just
Get in the way
Of your itch

You tell me that your
Just confused
I say obsessed
Your just a fucking
Bitch

End

Slight of Hand

A new generation
With a new complication
A new millennial world
They been sold a lie
About social rites
When they took God outta school
To them our history
Is but a mystery
It's rejected for spite

Listen to me
Your freedom ain't free
Claim opportunity
Your not entitled to me
So get over yourself

they got a fantasy
About reality
They never grew up right
Overindulgent
self Important
Indoctrinated tools
Use full idiots
still not getting it
miserable millennial fools
if You didn't earn it
You don't deserve it
Its a simple golden rule

Chorus

It's a classic blame game
Another jaded way
A variation of theft
Identity Politics of envy and hate
Separation by class
Some academic aristocrat
Fed you a line of crap
From a tenured position
Teaching racial division
They're part of the problem man

Chorus


Turn it around
the  voices of  loud
Are vexing to the soul
Think for yourself
Don't be like like a lamb
Lead to the slaughter by
Slight of hand
Slight of hand
Slight of hand
Slight of hand

End

The Prayer

Save me save my soul
Take me
Take me out of this hole
Make me alive
I'm out of control
Open my eyes
'Im losing my soul

Make me make me whole
This time
Don't leave me alone
Look in my eyes
Ive fallen so low
Open my mind
i've got nowhere to go

Hear me if my story is told
Along time
Ive been out on my own
Nothing ever worked out
I reaped what i've sown
So please don't hate me
I'm just lost on my own

end

Somebody's On Fire

Oh what a feelin
Burnin inside tonight
Oh what a feelin to know
That i might
Be in the lite

Oh it's a rush
With spotlight in my face
It's almost to much
We're 10 min late

Feel the fever
Inside me girl
Feel the fever
Let me breathe

Sombody's on fire
Burnin on in the nite
Don't call me a liar

You know that im right
To be here tonight
To be in the the light

end

Destitute

Got caught on a backstreet u know it
Ill take the long way home
Got myself in a mess this time
I got nowhere to go

I don't need no bleeding heart
To tell me what i should  do
Ill suit up and show up
And maybe .......try to be of some use

Not this time
Not this place
Not this life
Get up on out of my face

Ive been so called respectable
Like some celebrity hack
Or some corporate god
20 trillion in debt

Ive played ball with em all
On this field of dreams
I'm not complaining just sayin
This where i want to be

Chorus  

I've been down
on my luck before
But i'm not down on it anymore
All i need is a smile
From a kind face like yours

Take some time
Take my place
Live my life
It's like living in grace

end

Stupid

Perfection is a curse on me
A plague on my humanity
It isn't my intent to fool
Or circumvent to mess with you
Questions my ability
To get it right ..

Everybody seems to be
Stuck on stupid

I think i'm playin by the rules
I do my best to work with you
I do what you ask me to do
It's hard to know what your thinking
About me

everybody seems to be
Stuck on stupid

feels like i don't fit anywhere

Everyone seems to be
Stuck on stupid

Part of me wants to please
Part of me wants to leave
Frustration envelops me

Everyone seems to be
Stuck on stupid

I think i better have a seat

I'm  gonna reevaluate
With coffee and cigarettes

I check u later

end

I Wanna be Free

I wanna be free
Released from pain and sorrow
I wanna be free
And not worry about tomarrow

To do what i want
To be who i am
To keep my spirit
In the promised land

I wanna be free
Free of inhibition
I wanna be free
And love without condition

To say what i mean
TO mean what i say
To be what i am
Without being a afraid
I wanna be free

Of violent revolution
I wanna be free
And live in the solution

To stand my ground
Tall as a tree
Lose my fear
Of eternity

I wanna be free

end

The Matchmaker

I know its hard sometimes
 After getting burned
Feels like your lost in time
 Lots of wasted words
Now its time to choose
How your gonna be
Is it love or war my friend
or another pseudo fantasy
 
You say you got nothin to live for
she got nothin to do
how bout i get you together

'cause she knows me and i know you

as is was in the beginning
we weren't meat to be alone
lovers partners and friends
to know and to be known
forget the calculating
step up and take the bet
she might be out there waiting
or sitting on the fence

chorus

what's to lose

end

Deadbeats and Bitches

saw you sittin there drinkin beer
while i'm drinkin my wine
dreamin of the day we put
our worries aside

found me at a time train wrecked
losin my mind
told me of a dream about
 livin a better life

complicated by the mistakes we made
baby daddy's and bitches all over the place
we looked at each other and realized
we're not teenagers any more

deadbeats and bitches
don't matter no more

they try to tear us apart
they try to steal back our hearts
they don't deserve us

complicated by the mistakes we made
baby daddy's and bitches all over the place
lovers against the world
just you wait and see

chorus

i know in my mind
we'll make it through the night
i know in my heart everything is allright

figuring out what life's all about
makes me want to scream and shout
pull my hair out

complicated by the mistakes we made
baby daddy's and bitches all over the place

what a mess these train wrecks

deadbeats and bitches
don't matter no more
deadbeats and bitches
stay away from my door

end

Grandpa's House

Can you come out to play
Grandpa don't work today
We'll make it real nice
And have a food fight


My heads in the clouds
When we're all hangin out
At grandpa's
Tell me now what do you say
Can you come out and play

We wont get no rest
We'll play and make a mess
We got lots of space
I wanna eat your face

My heads in the clouds
When we're all hangin out
At grandpas
The sky's awake What do u say
It's a sunny day
 
So come to grandpa's house
We'll learn to make some art
We'll spit and burp n fart
What would your mommy say
Lets do it anyway


My heads in the clouds
When we're all hangin out
At grandpas
The sky's awake What do u say
can you come out and play

end


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