A mile away


A faultless breath she takes in her chest
The fuel wounding thorns
Love is the fire so sighs the smoke
The ashes, shame and scorns

A sun against whose melting beams
The winter cannot stand

A game at which one always cheats
Through seven deadly sins

All my love
All my hate
I should've seen it coming yea
A mile away

Is love a sicknesses full of woes
All remedies refusing
A plant that with most cutting grows
Most barren with best using

Reason he parries with fear an answer
Future interest met with present pleasure

Oh yeah the only disease that
Makes you feel better

All my love
All my hate
I shoulda seen this coming yeah
A mile away

Love is a fever to test your strength
often to perdition
A debt which inclination pays
never obligation

A golden bubble full of dreams
That waking breaks and fills you
with extremes
Like a razor that
Leaves your soul to bleed

All my love
All my hate
I should've seen it coming yeah
A mile away

end

Never Around

Im always there when you call or txt me
Im always there when you need access
You know I'll do anything You're asking
I have for you all the best intentions

 
Lately I've been starting question
If we're friends or just acquainted
Red flags popin up everywhere
Can't find you when I'm tired and scared

Never around never around baby
Never around never when I'm crazy
Never  around never it's a one way street
Never around for me


My trust in you is like a broken mirror
A friend who became a total stranger
I always cover your precious  ass
But i stopped  now watering this dead plant


Lately I've been starting question
If we're friends or just acquainted
Red flags popin up everywhere
Can't find you when I'm tired and scared

Never around never around baby
Never around never when I'm crazy
Never  around never it's a one way street
Never around for me

End

kick the dog

Crazy mixed up motherfuckers
Socialism is for suckers
Spread the wealth for a safety net
Give up control a suckers bet
Raised in a blue collar town
Until the bastards torn it down
Warning you don't play around
And kick the dog when he's down

Kick the dog
Kick the dog
Kick the dog ill kill you dead
Kick the dog
Kick the dog ill beat you while you sleep in bed

Who you think you try to fool
Divide and conquer what a tool
Naratives of such distress
Governess a total mess
Bought the lie you told yourself
Thought we'd never gain control
Warned you not to play around
And the kick the dog when he's down

end

shivering denizens

Opinionated but void of purpose
Masochistic iconoclastic

Flailing in his circumstances
A victim of his education
Shivering Denizen
Everybody keeps him down
Shivering Denizen
Living in his own mad relm
Shivering Denizen

Mean and nasty ready to fight
Needs a drink to.....get right

Incoherent rhetoric
Behavior childish aberrant
Shivering Denizen
Everybody keeps him down
Shivering Denizen
Living in his own mad relm
Shivering Denizen

Everybody puts him down
Living in his own mad relm
Shivering Denizen shivering Denizen
Shivering Denizen shivering Denizen
Shivering Denizen shivering Denizen

end

187
Wide awake
Nothings wrong
Contemplating

I can't sleep
I can't eat
I cant breathe
Restless

I'm not angry
But I'm pissed
Irrational

I can't wait
I can't see
I can't be
Reckless

No love
No hate
Paralyzed

I feel numb
I feel nothing
I feel late
For something

Don't know
Decision
Frustrated

I can't stay
I can't leave
I can't call
Emergency

187

end

the paradox of woman

A  gentle breeze upon the waters
a summer rain
A storm on the horizon coming
 ray of sun on cloudy days
The scourge of men weak in mettle
 when in life betrayed

Poetry in motion she's got
Style and grace
The keeper of all loves intention
Ruthless in its wake
She makes the weakest stronger
Makes the strongest weak
Knights take vows of chivalry
Inspired by her beauty seek

Providence of complication
Without her incomplete

The future of mans destiny
Lies within her reach

Holds the key to heavens gate
Fury is of weapons grade
Eyes of fire incinerate
A woman

 a quiet revolution
paradox of love and hate
 desired and dismissed
Or her attention wanes
Confident but understated
Seductive  she infiltrates
Coyly now she reconsiders
A lesser man she intimidates

Wisdom in her machinations
Secrets of the soul she reaps
Protective of the one she fancies
Keeper of the gate in sleep

Providence of complication
Without her incomplete

Kinetic forward motion
Both beauty and the beast

Holds the key to heavens gate
Fury is of weapons grade
Eyes of fire incinerate


Poetry in motion
A quiet revolution
Keeper of loves intention
Style and grace
A gentle breeze upon the waters
A summer rain
A storm on the horizon coming
A ray of sun on cloudy days
end

637
 Sugar plums and lollipops dancing in her head
Motor sports and power tools layin in the shed
She's got dreams of picket fences
He wants stimulated senses

Always and forever.. 637
Locked in like a cage match..lookin for some heaven
But leopards never change their spots or move in one direction
Always and forever ..637

Better homes and better gardens little satisfaction
The solitude of open space breaks the weekday pressure
Reality comes again for them..seperate lives together
Complacency of security ...always and forever
637 always and forever  
637 Locked in tight together

end

That's Life
that's life
fortune baby smiled on me
when i made a decision to get free
no mo fo sho aint goin back yo
got me a job now workin on a back
hoe
hard work good work boss man
what a jerk
punch in punch out thats what i'm
all about
payin all my bills i'm out yeah

That's Life

you not alone in this you know
it's time to drop the rock
He's got you covererd oh my brother
there's no such thing as loss
created in love a spark of light
a precious little child of God
Live and learn and born to thrive
enjoy the ride

That's Life

end

The jaywalker

Wicked thoughts of satisfaction
Unholy scenes reckless abandon
Traffic jam up in my head
Things they told me  i never said

And there it is...comin back on me
Bad imagery
And Look what you did... for everyone to see
Bad Imagery
Is this who I am ....a nauseating  beast
Bad Imagery
A self destructive wreck
It's killin me killin me killin me

I cant look
It cant be
I cant stop....it's killin me

Possession obsession I need distraction
Help me will you set me free
Another night of bad impressions
Another day of surgery
And no one calls and no one cares
Cause I'm killing me killing me killing me

I can't think i can't breathe i can't sleep i can't talk
i can't be i can't stand i can't walk i can't crawl
I can't eat i can't see i can't live i can't die
Another alcoholic jaywalkin through life
I don't know is this hell?.. is there heaven i can't tell
Seems normal to me but i can see
 it's killing me killing me killing me killing me
end

lamentations

What's my new identity
Things have changed politically
I seem to be the opposition
Lost my place and my position

Do i have to get over it
How do i move on from it
Do i shout and yell and scream
Do i riot in the street
What's my function ...irrelevancey

I never thought that i would see
Being reduced to irrelevancey
My media has let me down
Left me unprepared to frown

end

Falling Down

I got a sense that you're in trouble
Like a storm comin in from the gulf of mexico

A furied wind A heavy burden
a feeling not unlike unforgiven

Shoulders heavy knees are weak
Wanna screem but to tired to speak

A critical mass of emotions reached
Criticized marginalized sold out cheap
Who noticed who cared anything about me


Down down down
I'm falling down down down
What am i doin here
Down down down
Alone in a crowd
Down down down
I'm falling down down down
About to explode

end

facts of life

I heard it said that power corrupts
Be careful what you wish for
Ive hear it said a half full cup
Is better than half empty
I heard it said that what you give
Comes back exponentially
If you do not change direction You might
 end up where your heading
To know your enemy is power
To know ones self enlightened
Love of all the passions attacks
The head the heart the senses

There's no such thing as free
The only constant is change
Respect is earned not given
Fear is the thing that keeps you caged

Mothers cry
Chickens fry
Politicians lie
Drunks dont die

Wandering in the desert
 prison of my mind
The expectation of realization
Never materialized
Love is action not a feeling
no victims  volunteers
Mind your thoughts they manifest
What you think is what you get
As you decide you will see
And witness your decisions
The thing i think we dread the most
Is living in salvation

There's no such thing as free
The only constant is change
Respect is earned not given
Fear is the thing that keeps you caged

Mothers cry
Chickens fry
Politicians lie
Drunks dont die